[12 Jan 2008|09:54pm] i'm finally losing my ground post comment

heroine [28 Oct 2007|09:35am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Mother ]  don't expect me to be around when your trip is done. & don't expect me to come back once you hit rock bottom. post comment

[04 Sep 2007|11:04pm] [ mood | crushed ]  i'm scared, i'm crying, i fuck every thing up post comment

[14 Jul 2007|09:49pm] [ mood | crushed ] i love how its never okay for me to go out and do things on my own, but its okay for you thank you. post comment

[28 Jun 2007|04:55pm] [ mood | crappy ] honestly, i think you're lieing to me, and if you're not, i must not have a lot of faith in you. i spend more time worrying about you than being with you. 1 comment|post comment

[31 May 2007|02:54pm] I'm so worried, but i'll find out today 2 comments|post comment

[29 May 2007|09:11pm] [ mood | naked ] [ music | angel ] so me and adam decided to walk up the river-up to the water fall, he was walking in his boxers and i was walking in just my shirt. we almost get to the waterfall when a police officer on a bike tells us to come out. adam in his boxers, me wearing a shirt-no underwear. adam goes and find our clothes and we both had an information card filled out. funniest thing in the longest time. post comment

[20 May 2007|01:34pm] [ mood | distressed ] I'm a liar, I am horrible, I'll make you think I'm okay when really, I'm falling apart faster than I can catch myself. I'm hurting too many people, and I'm pushing everyone away when all I want is everyone. i cry too much. 1 comment|post comment

[17 May 2007|04:25pm] i'm falling into a hole, a hole of truley hating everything about myself i can't put up with myself anymore 1 comment|post comment

[05 May 2007|11:23pm] majority of my friends are two-faced. post comment

[02 May 2007|11:13pm] I'm doing really really good as of today, no drugs for over a month now, no more failing grades, (B+, C-, B, C+, D, A, C+) closer relationships, and i love adam very much. 1 comment|post comment

[18 Apr 2007|08:32pm] I'm done with drugs, I really am. This time it has fucked me hard in the long run. I am scedualded to have a drug test...blood, not urine. I'm screwed. Hello new highschool. I'm done with it, no more weed, no more dex, no more alcohol. 5 comments|post comment

[17 Apr 2007|09:27pm] [ mood | high ] ONE PERSON: Alice Cooper....fucking trippy post comment

[11 Apr 2007|04:38pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | coconut skins ] me and my mom got into an argument i said things i shouldn't have, and i know things i shouldn't i have prepared myself for the worst, and i have agreed to try harder in school. we both need it. post comment

[08 Apr 2007|04:40pm] [ mood | irritated ] I'm sorry you can't hang up my report card on the fridge I'm sorry you can't hang up any of my artwork in the hallways I'm sorry I, according to you, "rebel" I'm sorry I (quote unquote) am a dirty piece of trash I'm sorry I am the only one who will tell you that you're wrong. 2 comments|post comment

[07 Apr 2007|08:54pm] [ mood | crushed ] all i want to do is see adam 1 comment|post comment

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